What would you do???

When you get those moments of clarity,
those flashes when the universe makes sense and you try despertely to hold on to them...
They are the life-boats for the darker times
when the vascenence of it all, the incomprehensivel nature of life is completely lucive...
So the question become or should it be all along:
What would you do if you knew you had one day, one week, or one month to live?

What life-boat would you grab on to?

Which secret would you tell?

What band would you see?

What person would you declare your love to?

What wish would you fulfill?

What exotic local would you fly to for coffee?

What book would wright?

What would You do??


To strive, To seek, To find and not to yield....

Can someone save me???

I'm so lost... I really don't know what to do, I really don't. I don't know what is wrong with me.
Why good things don't come to me??
Why I don't deserve to be smilling crazy.. woke up in the morning with a big smile on my face??? Why?? Can someone tell me why???
Why I keep fighting for someone's care and atention even when he's not there, he's not worth it?? Even when he just don't notest me, don't care about my feellings, about me??? Why everything has to be so complicated to me? I just can't react to this, I can't fight against.... Instead of that I just seek for something in someone I just met in a shalow way Hopping he maybe, can make me forget him.... How pathetic I am.... But I guess even him, that came so smoothley and so toughtfull... just don't want be near by...
Maybe I'm not meant to be loved, maybe I just don't deserve it...
I just look to the people around me.. they look so well, so fullfield, with so many things in their lives... They all have someone who will be there to whatever they need... And I'm stuck, I didn't achive nothing.. everything remains the same... I don't mean to be geolous.. I just wish I could have someone, who takes care of me, to be near by when I'm bad and scared...
Someone to tell me that this is just a bad dream, that soon will be over... someone to hold me tight and to say that everything is going to be ok.....
God I needed that so much, but so much...
Feels like I'm choking in this world.. feels like everyone around me is moving in a speed light form and I'm moving in a slow motion I just can't keep up with them... I'm just loosing my strengths to fight againts all this thoughts inside my head.. I need someone to save me.. To save me from this emptyness that my life become...
I need someone to tell it's going to ok...
Can someone save me???

The secrets that we keep

Love? what this means?
what you would do to able to share this feelling with that special person?
I saw this movie last sunday so beautiful...
talks about fighting for a love that everyone is against.
left a perfect life to be able to do that to live that love.
It called "Imagine me & you".
Love at first sight....
loving someone just about 2 second looking at.
felling that there is no one more that deserve our attention. seeing that person in the midle of a croweded room, that one that only his simle takes you breath away....
could this really happen?
or if it happens, do we have the courage to live it, to fight for it?
oh , the secrets that we keep.....

there's a link to a song made to that movie... you really shoud see it :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYG1TvjcgBw

J *-*

I miss your words,
I miss the way u used to like me,
I miss the way you make me feel....
I probabbly shoulnd't say this, cause you probably don't care, but I want it to say it in the same way...
Just for you to know that I really care about you...

I miss you J.....

As coisas simples da vida....

No momento em que os olhares já nada dizem, em que as imagens já nada mostram, apenas as palavras podem fazer renascer sentimentos nunca antes acordados....

" As coisas vulgares que há na vida não deixam saudade
Só as lembranças que doem ou fazem sorrir

Há gente que fica na história da história da gente Outras de quem nem o nome lembramos ouvir

São emoções que dão vida, há saudade que trago Aquelas que tive contigo e acabei por perder

Há dias que marcam a alma e a vida da gente
E aquele em que tu me deixaste, não posso esquecer

A chuva molhava-me o rosto gelado e cansado
As ruas que a cidade tinha já eu percorrera

Ai.. meu choro de moça perdida, gritava à cidade
Que o fogo do amor sob a chuva, há instantes morrera

A chuva ouviu e calou meu segredo à cidade
E eis que ela bate no vidro trazendo a saudade..... "

( Mariza)

Beat Again

You're the one I let in
Can you tell me now how I stop this feeling from spreading???
I was hoppin' you would know how to do it??
'Cause when you're not around seems that my heart stop beating...
Tell me if I die, would you cry?
Would you feel some regret, that we didn't try?
Would you fall a apart? the same as I?

Would you start my heart again???

You and you and only you....

Looking back to where we met, Start to thinking
How a night,
how a kiss,
how your touch made such a difference,
leave such a mark on me...
If you only knew how much I miss the touch of your lips, the touch of your hands,
Just How much I miss you,
Just how much I need you...